Since there's a break in the action of basketball for the time being, I'll turn my entries over to my one true love: Drumming. Many know me as a drummer. You'll see me walking through the halls with a pair of sticks in my hands or my bag, or notice me finding any excuse to skip class and go to the band room and get on the drum set. Being a high schooler in a town like Bucksport, it's hard to make a legitimate career in music. Still, I won't let stereotypes or major society bring my dreams down. I find peace in drumming. Whether it be for a mere 10 minutes, or 2 hours of gut-busting soloing, that old red drum set has become my therapist. Every Thursday during lunch, I have a special class with Mr. Nes for the musically gifted and talented. It sounds more prestigious than it really is, but I love it. Twenty minutes of listening the world's best drummers and trying to follow in their footsteps on the set. Gifted and Talented has been a short journey so far, being only my fourth week, but it has set a bar for me and my amateur career. If I want to be the best, I have to already think I am the best.
My drumming has grown to incredible heights this past year. All summer I drummed on a tiny practice pad in my room, and when school started, I couldn't wait to be reignited with that worn out set. When football season started, I connected with two particular people in the band: Brandon Kelly (amazing guitarist), and Jada Veazie (fantastic bassist). Since football, we've practiced after school, during study halls, and sometimes during classes I'm supposed to be doing work for. Oh well. Jada and Brandon have become some of my closest friends in this school thanks to our similar interest and passion for music. Since we got our "band" together, it has majorly pushed the limits of my drumming, and I couldn't be more proud of that. We all love the Red Hot Chili Peppers, so we practice a lot of their music. Because of that overdose in RHCP, I've had to duplicate many of Chad Smith's masterpieces on the drum set. He's a funk/punk drummer, which makes for insanely weird and spastic drumming. Thanks to the inspiration behind his drumming and other vaious bands, these two schoolmates, and my sessions with Nes , my drumming is getting to a point where I really feel confident and comfortable. With confidence, comes greatness. With greatness, comes opportunities.
I can honestly say that I have an incredibly legitimate hope for drumming in front of thousands someday. Everyone says it's a long shot, some even say it's impossible. But with the right attitude, anything can be attained. Brandon, Jada and I certainly want to make music for life. It's hard, since we all have lives and have schedules that we need to abide to. Still, I'm firm on my dreams and hopefully they are too. We certainly have the potential to be great, and that's what I love. None of us play for the recognition. I mean for God's sakes I don't play songs at halftime of a basketball game so the crowd can give me a standing ovation. Rather, we play for the music. I play for the love of it.
Each and every time I sit down on that velvet stool is a blessing. I put in my earbuds, play a song, and drum it with all that I have. I'm sure that nobody will notice this, but when I really get into a groove, and our band of three sounds really in sync, I can't help but get an enormous smile across my face. The look on my face must seem so stupid, like people must think "Oh it's so nice that they put a special boy on the drumset" or something like that. But it feels good to be able to play something with your best friends and sound pro.
My dreams are without a doubt reachable, and I have every right to say that. I don't care what my situation is, or where my hometown is. Drumming is my life, and I'l be damned if I don't get a shot to play for all of my life. Music gets me. Someday, I'm sure that our small, nameless band will be on a stage with thousands of fans going nuts. Like I said earlier, I do it for the love of it. So to every real musician out there: Play on. My dreams of snares and screams will come true, and that's what I live for. That's what I drum for.
